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Not A Pussy

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One of the perks of our beach cottage rental was that we could check-out at any time on our final day. After sleeping in, YS and I moseyed about tidying up, packing, and getting ready to leave. We even had time for one final dip in the hot tub.

I was sad to be leaving our idyllic hide away, which made me feel weirdly out of sorts. I couldn’t help but poke at YS and make sassy comments that I knew were teetering on the edge of acceptability. After several warnings to watch my attitude, YS sat on the bed and pulled me over his lap.

He spanked me hard with his hand all over my bottom and then stood me up in front of him.

“Apologize,” he ordered.

I clamped my lips into a frown and looked away, refusing to say anything.

“You have three seconds to say ‘I’m sorry’ or I’m going to cane you.”

Normally, the threat of an implement would have been enough for me to concede, but this time I stubbornly remained quiet.

He counted down from three, and upon reaching one, he stood up and said, “Alright then” as he reached into his bag on the floor to pull out the blue acrylic cane. Immediately, he sat back down on the bed and once again yanked me across his lap.

I lasted about four strokes of the short cane before I caved. “I’m sorry!”

He stopped caning me and allowed me to rise to my feet.

“You didn’t have to smack me,” I complained, rubbing my bottom.

“Yes, I did,” he replied, “Because you have a boyfriend who’s not a pussy.”

I continued to stand in front of him with nothing to say.

“Come. Sit.” He pulled me onto his lap and wrapped his arms around my waist. “You can’t keep pushing me and then expect me not to react.”

“I know…” I acquiesced.

He kissed the top of my head. “I love you.”

I rested my head against his shoulder. “I love you too.”

Kendall Jenner's Spanking from Santa

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I belong to the camp of people who can't stand the Kardashians. I honestly don't begrudge their ability to make money; they're just annoying people who do and say the stupidest things. (There's a reason why Kim and Kanye are perfect for each other.) However, I will say that Kendall Jenner is a stunningly beautiful girl who takes gorgeous photos.

Kendall recently did a photo shoot for Love Magazine. I saw a few teaser photos a couple of days ago on some celebrity tabloid site of her dressed in a plaid skirt, bra, thigh highs, and garters. What I didn't know is that the photo shoot involved her being spanked by Santa! The video I've linked is mostly her prancing around but around the 0:32 second mark you can catch a half-second-long mock spanking.

I'm sure this will make its way around the blogosphere but I thought I'd share anyway.

Paradise

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Goodness! It's raining cats and dogs outside. So much that even my labrador retriever has decided that holding her pee is better than venturing out into the storm. I've been having an extremely busy (and stressful) week on top of the rain so I thought I'd post a picture of happier and sunnier times. After all, why wouldn't I want to remember a weekend full of hot tub soaks with my lovey and spankings? The bright sun sorta washes out the color but hopefully you can still see my red bum!

Welcoming 2015!

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Happy New Year! I've been meaning to write this post since the 1st but I find that blogging gets thrown aside when adventures/shennanigans/lazing are to be had with friends. I've been home since Monday but I've since been recovering from a full week of said adventures/shennanigans/lazing.

I flew into DC for a couple days with YS and ellee before the three of us (four if you count "Sherman" the Yorkie) headed up north to a friend's house for the long weekend for a small get together with "my girls," their partners, and a few others.  How did we celebrate the new year? We ate good food, we laughed, we played silly games until the wee hours of the morning, and of course, there were spankings.

YS pulled me over his lap on one of the couches and reddened my bottom with just his hand. I was unusually sensitive and it wasn't long before I was squirming and making noises. Every so often he'd stop to rub me all over and give me loving kisses. He does it for me in a way no one else does.

A pretty great night to end one year and welcome a new one. <3

The Stairs of Shame

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If you like the cookie panties pictured in this post (they're handmade by me!) and want to own a pair, you can find them and some others at my Etsy store: Somebunny's.


There was a lull in the game we were playing, and while a few of our friends wandered about to take a break, I straddled YS' lap facing him. I don't remember what we were talking about; just that he was saying something I didn't want to hear.

"Shhht!" I shushed him abruptly, emboldened by a little drink.

He frowned at me then. "That's rude. Don't do that."

I shrugged apathetically, and his frown continued. We did our usual back and forth for a minute. Finally, he said, "Go upstairs and wait for me."

I didn't want to go but when he held up his fingers to signify a countdown, I slid off his lap and begrudgingly trudged up the stairs. I would have stomped up them if we had been alone.

Upstairs I looked around the bedroom, and after a few seconds of thought, I slid into the closet. I heard him enter the room, and I held my breath, thinking that he would find me for sure.

"What the f-ck?" I heard him mumble to himself before leaving the room.

Rethinking the wisdom of my decision, I slid open the closet door as quietly as I could and emerged from my hiding place with only a second to spare. He re-entered the room and saw standing just in front of the closet, "Were you hiding?" he asked.

"Nooo," I lied, shaking my head.

Fortunately, he didn't press me on the matter. However, he immediately grabbed me by the arm, ignored my protests, and pushed me over the edge of the bed. Yanking down my fuzzy Minnie Mouse pajamas and cookie pajamas, he smacked my bottom over my panties hard.

All his spanks came in a fast flurry of swats. I squirmed and tried to roll off the bed but he kept me in place by pressing a hand into the small of back. It wasn't long before I swapped my arguing and complaining for apologies.

"I'm sorry," I whimpered.

He continued the spanking for another minute before releasing me and helping me to my feet. He eneveloped me in his arms and I sniffled into his chest pathetically. He felt so warm against me.

"I know," he said, kissing my head. "Don't be rude anymore."

"Okay."

When I was a bit more composed, he walked down the stairs with me.

A little while, I found Maria and mournfully said, "I got in trouble."

She looked at me sympathetically and replied, "I know. I saw you go up the stairs of shame."


Important Postscript: 

After I returned from my trip, I asked Stacy, "Did you get sent up the stairs of shame?"

"I did," she replied.

So there, at least I'm not badder than Stacy. Whew. ;)


When Harry Met Stacy, Part I

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Harry the Prairie Dog left me at the Las Vegas airport to continue on his globe trotting adventures. (If you missed the post where I lament his absence, you can read it here: A Stuffed Animal Friend). He must have seen my call for him to return home because he came back to me on New Year's Day!

Late in the evening, the doorbell rang at the friend's house we were visiting. ellee asked me to answer the door, and at first I thought someone was playing a prank on me because no one was there. Just as I was about to turn away, I spotted Harry on the ground. Joyfully, I scooped him up into my arms and smothered his little prairie dog face with kisses.

As much as I wanted him to stay with me, Harry was too tired to go back to the hotel with YS and me. He told me he wanted to rest his little weary paws, and so I let him sleep at the house because I thought he would be safe amongst our friends.

But I was wrong. Very, very wrong.

The next day when YS and I returned to the house we were greeted by a horrifying sight. In the living room, innocent Harry was hanging from a yellow rope with a sign taped to his paws: "I was abandoned one time too many. Goodbye cruel world!"

According to YS, the reason Harry's face now looks a little different is because he's been changed by a hard time abroad. Some of Harry's activities included treating Ebola victims in Africa, removing land mines from fields in Laos, and defending the Yazidis and fighting against ISIS. With all he's done for the world, I wasn't going to let him die without a fight.



Once I freed Harry from the noose I turned to YS and pleaded, "Help! He needs CPR!"

(Because he's the best boyfriend in the world) YS sprung into action and took Harry from my arms, laid him gently on the floor, and began performing CPR. It was touch and go for a while, but with advice from ellee ("Less breaths! More chest compressions), he was able to resuscitate my little darling.



Despite the note, I knew he hadn't attempted suicide. First, Harry left me because he needed to satisfy his wanderlust. Second, Harry lacks opposable thumbs so his normal writing is almost unintelligible. Third, I recognized the handwriting as belonging to a certain devious little miss named Stacy who was trying to inconspicuously remain in the kitchen.

To be continued...

A kiss for my hero. 

When Harry Met Stacy, Part II

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"What happened?" asked Stacy, feigning innocence, when I stalked into the kitchen.

I grabbed her by the ear and pulled her along, ignoring her silly protests about her ear being attached to her head, to the living room sofa.

Even though I don't switch, I knew what I had to do for Harry's sake. He was counting on me to deal with Stacy and her ice cold, black heart (So cold, in fact, that she might as well be a Whitewalker).

I paused to think about how ineffectual my tiny hands might be and then I remember that I had seen a hairbrush lying around. "I need something to hit with," I murured aloud and someone so helpfully handed one to me. (Thank you helpful person!)

I pulled Stacy over my lap and peeled down her leggings.  She was begging me to leave her leggings up but I couldn't show her any leniency  and she certainly didn't deserve any.

Spontaneously she apologized, "I'm sorry," thereby confirming her guilt.

I started spanking her with my hand and lectured her about her murder attempt and how awful it is to lynch a prairie dog. Even though she appeared to be contrite, I had my suspicions that she was just saying what I wanted to hear in order to get out of her spanking. After all, there was no way that my hand and its girly smacks could hurt. It was then that I decided that it was time for the hairbrush.

The brush, even though I was using it gently, made much more of an impact that my hand. It felt thuddy in my hand and couldn't have been all that pleasant to experience. However, I felt no sympathy for the litle prairie dog bully.


In a display of solidarity with his doggy cousin, Sherman the Yorkie, who had tried to help YS with the CPR, even ran up to whisper in Stacy's ear, "Stacy that was bad!" before running off.

When I felt Harry had been minimally avenged, I let Stacy up for some aftercare cuddles.
My hope is that when poor Harry has recovered enough from his near-death bullying experience to come out of my suitcase that he will feel better knowing that Stacy didn't escape nearly murdering him scott free. I also hope for her sake that she learned her lesson... (I doubt it.)

<3 Thank you to Header for the video! <3


#StopViolenceAgainstPrairieDogs

Our Return to Union Square

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I'm so behind on blogging. My macbook needed an extensive overhaul, and after a disastrous month, I've finally gotten it fixed. Not having a private computer pretty much limited my perving to my iphone, which is ok for Fetlife and Twitter, but not so conducive for blogging. But I do have lots to blog about even if it's coming at a very delayed pace.

January 27th marked two years from the first time YS kissed me while we were spending time together at a Union Square hotel. We celebrate our actual anniversary in April but this January date is still important to us because our agreed upon week-long fling turned into something wonderful and lasting.

This scene happened the last time YS visited but I think it's fitting to post now since it was the first chance we had to return to the hotel where it all started -- even if it was for less than 12 hours due to unforeseen circumstances.

♡ ♡ ♡

I felt a little warm and tipsy from the glass of Prosecco as I held his hand while we crossed the hotel lobby. I'd been loath to give up some of our precious last few hours to meet his co-worker at he hotel bar but it was an unavoidable obligation. I'd been anxiously ticking down the minutes by sneaking glances at my phone the entire time we chatted over drinks and warm olives, and now we were finally on our way.

Upstairs in our room, he pulled me to him and kissed me. The kind of kiss that makes me feel like a fluttery teenager.

“Take off your pants and and panties,” he grinned.

Shyly, I peeled off my black leggings and panties and tossed them somewhere off to the side. He only took his eyes off me to rummage through his bag of toys for a few implements. Then it was my turn to watch as he took off his pants and sat cross-legged on the bed in just his boxers.

He held out his hand and motioned, “Come here.”

I took his hand and joined him on top of the bed. He gently pulled me across his lap, and I settled comfortably into the familiar position. 

“Mmmmm. I love your butt,” he murmured appreciatively as he patted my bottom. 

He began spanking me with his hand which immediately set me squirming. He kept me in place with an arm draped over my back, and there was no where for me to go. I couldn’t even roll an inch off to the side. He chucked softly at my whimpering.

After a long warm-up, he had me lay flat on the bed. When he picked up a strap, I buried my face into the comforter.

The time passed in a blur. He alternated between a couple straps, paddles, and canes. Between the swats, he would rub my back, bottom, and legs. Still, there were times where I would look up at him pleadingly and ask, “Please rub me.”

I especially appreciated the soothing gestures when he landed strokes on the backs of my thighs.

He wasn’t hitting me all that hard, spacing out the strokes, but I was too wound up, too in my head to relax. I was struggling to find a headspace and I started to get nervous. It felt like the thin, wooden cane would slice me open, which had me imagining all sorts of scenarios in my head.

“You’re okay,” he cooed, reassuringly. “Kiss me.”

I kissed him before settling back down on the bed.  He gave me a few more strokes of the cane, and then to my utter relief picked up my favorite strap instead. He strapped me solidly until I screamed into the pillow I had grabbed at some point for comfort.

I didn’t even know he had stopped until he announced, “We’re done, baby.” He rubbed my bottom gently as I regained my breath.

He pulled back the bedspread and suggested, “Let’s cuddle.”

I quickly joined him under the sheets and pressed myself as close to him as humanly possible. We chatted for a bit as we always do but it wasn’t long before I fell asleep in his arms.

A Different Kind of Corner Time

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Note: This post includes anal play. If that’s not your thing I would stop reading after the spanking part.

YS loves his sleep more than anyone I know. Unless he has to go to work I’m usually awake long before him. At “home” or in a hotel suite I can find something to keep busy but in our regular hotel room there was nothing for me to do but wait. After two hours of playing Candy Crush and reading tabloid news, I was bored.

I rolled closer to him and watched him sleep, hoping that he would sense my presence and instinctually open his eyes. When it appeared that he wouldn’t, I whispered, “Baby? Baby? It’s noon.”

He made an unintelligible sound into his pillow.

“It’s noon,” I repeated before guiltily adding, “I’m sorry I woke you up.”

Finally, he popped his head up and looked at me grumpily still clearly half asleep.

“I wanted to sleep until I woke up on my own,” he complained.

“But I’m bored…”

I feared that he might roll over and go back to his dreams. Instead, he pulled me close to him to cuddle. We stayed that way for another hour while we made pillow talk and pawed at each other affectionately.

I finally left the bed to use the bathroom, and when I rejoined him I saw that he had set his duffle bag of toys on the bed beside him.

“Come here,” he said, jerking me over his lap.

Without warning he began spanking me shockingly hard.

“Hey! That’s too hard!” I whined. “You’re not even giving me a warm up.”

He simply ignored my protests and continued spanking me without a word. He said nothing even as I continued to squawk out my objections.

The moment he swatted me with the first implement I knew exactly what it was — the unforgiving jelly flip-flop he’d bought to use just for spanking. I hated it for its unenjoyable and bizarre combination of stingy and thuddy. The second swat set me wailing and desperately trying to scramble away from him.

Still, he ignored me and remained silent as he continued whacking me with the dreaded flip-flop. I had a sinking feeling that this wasn’t just “for fun” play.

When he was done with the flip-flop I heard him pick up something wooden.

This definitely wasn’t the nice, morning spanking I’d been expecting. “Why are you using things I don’t like?” I wailed, unhappily.

Finally, he answered me, “So, you need to not forget to take your medicine.”

It was then that I finally understood what was happening. I’d forgotten that he had informed me a couple days prior that he was going to spank me for missing some medication I needed to take.

I wanted to say something back but he never gave me the chance to answer. Instead, he swatted me with the paddle several times in a row. I shrieked loudly; not caring that we were in a hotel.

He let me roll off his lap, and I looked at him be resentfully as I rubbed my bottom. “That really hurt,” I complained.

To my dismay, he simply said, “We’re not done. I’m going to put the plug in your butt. You still owe me ten minutes in the corner with it in for speeding after I told you to stop.”

Once again he ignored all my objections and whining and pinned me down on the bed. Having only experienced the plug once before I was nervous. However, to my surprise, he pushed it in with minimal effort and only the slightest bit of pain at its widest part.

“Go stand in the corner,” he ordered, pointing at the corner across the bed.

I shuffled over to where he wanted me still moaning and fussing at the uncomfortable intrusion. Every time I tried to kick the wall or bounce up and down in frustration the plug felt even more uncomfortable. I finally settled for pulling my arms up close to my chest and leaning against the wall.

After what seemed an interminable amount of time, he finally called me back to him so he could remove that annoying piece of silicone and give me my required cuddles.

As he comforted me, I frowned at him and said accusatorially, “You pounced on me. You basically tricked me. You could have given me some warning that you were gonna do that to me.”

“Well, I didn’t want to argue with you for 20 minutes about why you shouldn’t be punished,” he replied. Then, with a pleased smile he added, “Now it’s done and over.”

A Quickie Belting

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The door shut, and then suddenly we were alone in the house. Our fellow perv vacationers had gone for pizza but since YS and I had already eaten a late lunch we decided to stay “home” rather than go back out into the rainy cold.

I watched YS play with his phone from across the room.

“Baby? I thought you said we would play again…” 

He looked up and smiled at me. “We are. Do you want to do it now?”

I nodded with a silly, excited expression on my face.

YS chose a spot on the couch and guided me over his lap. I tingled with anticipation as he lifted my skirt and pulled down my panties. As usual, he started the spanking with his hand. He warmed me up well; all the while petting my hair and back and chuckling at my mewling.

He moved me to another sofa where he could have more room and had me kneel on the cushions. I managed to take a few licks of his spanking belt before I started to wiggle.

“Stop moving and stay still,” he ordered as I bounced up and down.

A part of me wanted to comply but when the belt hit me again, I immediately resumed my wiggling. He did his best to keep somewhat of a steady rhythm with the belt even as I slid down off the couch and onto the floor on my knees.

I jerked suddenly on the cushions and the belt caught me a little too high.

“I’m sorry, that was too high,” he apologized immediately. He stopped and traced the welt that was forming with his fingers.

I shook my head. “No, that’s my fault. I’m moving too much.”

“No, I still should have made sure that didn’t get you there,” he disagreed.

I felt guilty at his guilt. When he strapped me a few more times with the best, I kept still as best as I could.

“All done,” he announced as he tossed the belt off to the side. He helped me to my feet and I rushed into him for a hug. With his arms wrapped around me he placed both of his hands on my bottom and squeezed my cheeks.

“Owww!” I squealed, rising to my tip toes.

He laughed at my reaction before kissing me. I made a face at him as I replaced my panties.  He pulled me onto his lap and kissed my lips again. We sat cuddled together until our friends burst through the door a little while later.

Leaving Las Vegas

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The photos in this post are from the very last spanking YS and I could sneak in before we had to leave for the airport.

I spent five days in Las Vegas and I feel like it may take me just as long to recover from my "vacation." I really have to hand it to my very dear and very special friend, Joe. He sure knows how to throw a party. I got to see and hang out with some really great people, and there were a lot of spankings going on! Yay spankin's! Today was the first day that I haven't felt like the walking dead.

This time I won't be doing a traditional party recap for 50 Freaks. I had lots of wonderful scenes with YS that I do want to share individually because it feels like a crime to lump them into just one post. I also want to write about the phenomenal scene I had with Joe which just about blew my mind away. In the meantime, I'll just post my "50 Most Notable Moments" from the weekend (it's a thing on Fetlife by some of the attendees such as Erica Scott).

In no special order (other than the first):
  • Ellee and Beth’s cheeseballs! No sharing!
  • Sleeping more at this party than probably the last three parties combined!
  • Starting the weekend off right with a Hello Kitty juice and Target hot dog with @ellee and @YoggSothoth.
  • An amazing forty minute scene with @Dr_JoeLectr (aka the Wayne Gretzky of Tops) on the St. Andrew’s Cross. It felt like a mere 15 minutes to me. I was such a puddle of goo that I’m still amazed that I stayed upright.
  • Man-sae!!!
  • Alien egg sac.
  • Meeting some really cool folks from Texas who I probably wouldn’t have met otherwise.
  • @YS helping me pick out my panties every day.
  • Peeking into a suite bedroom and seeing @somaholiday playing semi-publicly for the first time! (I showed amazing restraint by not yelling, “Woo hoo!”)
  • @somaholiday staying up past 2 am! (I’m still so proud.)
  • A weekend without gambling tantrums.
  • My Scarecrow doll and chocolates from @Maria.
  • @ellee and I receiving our traditional double spanking from @YS… complete with a pimp shot.
  • Seeing @Dirk and @Roslyn cuddled lovingly together on the couch.
  • Devouring @Kor-E’s leftover onion rings with @LilBluBunny.
  • @Jules’ enthusiastic and frank conversations.
  • Spanking ellee on the cross with the most adorable pink bear paddle that @AggieAce slyly handed to me.
  • Seeing YS’ confused but delighted reaction when he came out from a scene and walked up on @ellee and me spanking each other was PRICELESS.
  • Conversely, being spanked by @ellee even though YS kept interrupting and I will now never be able to respect her as my dominate.
  • Bowling with @somaholiday and @YS even if I did lose a chunk of my thumbnail and needed to cover it with scotch tape. #BaryManibowl
  • Eating a Subway sandwich while in the bathtub at 4 a.m. as I took a bubble bath with @YS. (Thank you to @PrincessKelley and @MrOMK for the sandwich.)
  • Cuddling in my giant bed in the middle of the day with @somahoilday for some girly chatting instead of napping.
  • Sharing my Necomimi Brainwave Cat ears with everybody who wanted to get spanked in them.
  • Seeing @Ten so happy with her special somebody.
  • Doing @kjj2’s hair! She was so patient and willing to listen to my incessant chatter.  This also meant we could have girly chats with @somaholiday on the floor.
  • Meeting @kjj2 who is pretty much the sweetest person in the entire world. She’s so sweet that she was even ok with me throwing her down a well as long as I put some candy in there for her.
  • Sharing my “juice cup” with @stacymacy.
  • Being molested by @ellee and not even batting an eye because I’ve become so used to being perpetually groped by @YS.
  • @Ten and @LilBluBunny laughing at me because I didn’t turn around when one of them molested me. Once again, I thought it was @YS. :P
  • Sitting @ellee on @somaholiday’s lap and ordering them to “Bond!”
  • Ending Thursday night with @LilBluBunny in our suite even though I have no recollection of what we talked about. >.<
  • Coming up with the term “lone gazelle” with @somaholiday, and then leaving her later that evening for her to experience it.
  • Randomly running up and swatting @stacymacy’s adorable butt!
  • @OlympiaSpanker arbitrarily renaming me Bethany.
  • Being spanked by @YS at the TTYL party while in my clip on bunny ears and tail.
  • Becoming BFFs with @DominicKing who now knows my entire life story.
  • Bossing around anyone who would let me!
  • Celebrating a late Valentine’s Day with @YS. We had a super romantic, yummy dinner and even yummier play/sexy time!
  • Roofying @kjj2 with a drink “that tastes like candy!”
  • Dancing around to country music in our suite… much to @YS’ horror.
  • “Family dinner” of chicken fingers, french fries, and onion rings with @YS and @ellee on the floor after my scene with @Dr_JoeLectr.
  • Eating Cheesecake Factory leftovers with @YS at 5 am in the morning without utensils. Yep. We’re animals.
  • Spanking @ellee in tandem with @YS and seeing my left hand swell up 5 minutes later.
  • Going up to @Kevin85 and shaming him into becoming my friend. Think: “Hey, weirdo. What’s up with being on your phone here the whole time?”
  • Seeing Liam and Anthony rekindle their unicorn romance.
  • Letting @YS unleash his inner sadist on me.
  • @DominicKing legitimizing PiperElleeLand by wearing their flag on his tshirt.
  • Knowing that @YS had fun play with girls who I really like.
  • Seeing so many people being supportive of my “Not Applicable” Joe.
  • Getting to see the friends who have become so dear to my <3.

With My Valentine

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Gah! So much for trying to stay on a blogging schedule. I caught a horrible, horrible cold and pretty much spent the last 8 days dying in bed. Today is the first day that I no longer feel like death walking.

One of the drawbacks of being in a long distance relationship is that YS and I can’t always be with each other for every special occasion. Since we would be seeing each other at the end of February for Joe’s 50 Freaks, YS and I decided that we would celebrate our Valentine’s Day on our last full day in Vegas.

I didn’t wake up until sometime in the afternoon on that Monday and spent the day buck naked because I couldn’t be bothered to put on clothes. It was only after we had a bath, long scene, and some sexy time that I finally got dressed at around 8pm so we could go eat something other than the cheeseballs I’d been snacking on.

YS took me to dinner at Echo & Rig, a charming steakhouse across the street from the hotel, and we stuffed ourselves on chili cauliflower, grilled octopus, steaks, salted caramel ice cream, and lots of yummy wine. YS made some comment about how I wouldn’t finish my wine, so then I had to prove him wrong. (“Challenge accepted!”)

After dinner, we stopped by Joe’s suite to say our goodbyes to the other lingerers and then went back to our room for some bedtime snuggles.

Here’s what happened during our playtime…  

♡   ♡   ♡

He came up to me as I stood by the bed and enveloped me in his arms. It was just a hug but it caught me off guard. He said nothing as he held me, and I felt a surprising flood of emotions. Overwhelmed by the intensity of my feelings, I began to cry. He just continued to hold me in silence.

I was still weepy when he let me go and sat cross-legged in the middle of the king sized bed. He helped me lie over his lap and began spanking me with his hand. The warm up was slow and long, and gave me a chance to get a grip on my feelings. He said something funny to make me laugh, and finally the tears stopped.

Out of his toy bag, he pulled out several implements. Not wanting to know which ones he was choosing, I turned my head away. Still, some implements I could tell which were which just by their feel. I could tell he’d picked my favorites — mostly leather without too much thud.

In addition to my bottom, he strapped and caned all up and down my legs and my back. In between the strokes, he ran his hands along me soothingly and gave me sweet kisses. 

On the second round of the belt, the leather cut into me densely. I tried tolerating the thuddiness but eventually gave up and complained, “I don’t like that one!

Immediately, he tossed it aside. “It’s gone. I want you to enjoy this.”

He continued using my favorite implements, and I relaxed and soaked up the satisfying pain.

When he put down strap for the last time I limply puddled on the bed.

Somehow I managed to get up and help him spread plastic sheeting over the bed. The plastic rustled as I lay atop it on my stomach.

He picked up one of the lit candles on the night stand and dripped the melted wax on my back.

The heat from the wax was too intense, and I shrieked. He chuckled at my surprised reaction and continued pouring droplets of wax.

The wax, even from a distance, burned more than I remembered. Combining that with a general feeling of anxiousness (since my first and only other wax scene with someone else had gone rather poorly), I started panic and cry. “I need you to touch me,” I begged.

“You’re ok, baby,” he said reassuringly. “I promise.” He placed a hand on my leg, and the panic instantly dissipated. For the rest of the scene he kept one hand on me as he continued to dribble wax all over my bottom and my back. I focused on his touch and the sound of the voice.

“I think this candle is done,” he said, putting it aside.

Gently, he helped scrape off the layers of wax stuck to my skin before following me into the shower. 

His Little Bunny

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This Sunday is Bunny Day (more commonly known as Easter)! If you follow this blog regularly, you'll know that I adore bunnies. In fact, YS' nickname for me is "Bunny" or sometimes "Bunnums."

So, I thought it'd be fitting to post some pictures from the TTYL (Thongs, Tights, Yoga Pants, & Leggings) Party from 50 Freaks. ellee gifted me clip on ears and a tail, and they perfectly complemented my bunny print dress and bunny shoes.

YS gave me a long and yummy hand spanking in the middle of the suite which resulted in my rather red tail. 

Blog Unpause

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My poor little blog. 

I didn't mean to neglect it for over a month. Real and rather unsexy vanilla life affairs required my attention, and after dealing with taxing work and family obligations I didn't have energy to deal with much else.  For example, in March I spent 10 days basically incapacitated with a severe viral infection (I'm still not convinced that it wasn't the plague), and on the night of the first day I felt like a living person, I had to get in my car at 9 pm to drive down to LA to wrangle my manic sibling into a hospital. Then I spent most of the next 10 days squatting in a dorm apartment (thankfully the roommates were gone for spring break) with only my sibling's new rescue kitten -- who joy of all joys happened to be in heat -- for company. I don't know what I would have done without YS to call and have crying melt downs and texts from my dearest Stacykins to keep me sane.

Things were so overwhelming that I thought that even BBW wouldn’t happen. I had too much work, too much stress to even think about kink. But YS insisted that I come see him and pretty much made it happen when I couldn’t deal with things. If you haven’t realized this: he’s the best.

I have so many things to blog about still now that I'm in a better place. Things from BBW and also things that happened months and months ago that I still want to share. I’m going to try playing catch up. Starting today! Hopefully I'll get a post up later this morning/afternoon. (Then YS might give me a cookie!)

Unpause.

For His Pleasure

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YS and I encounter people in the spanking scene who are sometimes surprised to learn that he is a converted vanilla. What does that even mean? In oversimplified terms: he's a vanilla who now spanks girls. In fact, he plays far more than I do at parties, and the ladies seem to dig his style since so many of them ask him to play.

However, he doesn't identify as a spanko like I do. He wasn't fascinated by spanking as a child, he never fantasizes about it or gets aroused by it, he doesn't crave it, and it just doesn't touch that nerve — you know which one I'm talking about; the one that makes it sometimes impossible to think of anything other than spanking. While I would give up sex in a heartbeat if I had to choose between sex and spanking, YS could continue merrily along the path of his happy life without missing it.

What, then, is his motivation for spanking me? It mostly boils down to these three reasons:

  • He loves me. Therefore, he wants me to feel happy, fulfilled, and loved by satisfying my needs.
  • Spanking helps us maintain our D/s dynamic which he enjoys and thinks is good for us.
  • He's well aware that I am much more likely to engage in sexy time with him when my spanking needs are satisfied. As my friend Jillian informed me today, he once explained to her, "It gets me laid (<shrug>)."

But every once in a while there's a fourth reason. He says that I bring out his sadism in a way that no one else does: "I don't know what it is about you. I love you but sometimes I just want to hurt you."

One afternoon in Vegas, YS pounced on me in the middle of the day. He led me to the bed and pulled out some toys of his implement bag: one of which I liked and the other two I didn't. He then proceeded to thoroughly spank, strap, and paddle me. I squirmed, cried, and begged (all rather woefully), but he continued on undeterred by anything I said or did. From beginning to end the scene was intense; not at all like the well-paced, gradually building scenes that he knows I prefer.

Afterwards as I lay cradled in his arms, he said in between consoling kisses, "I know that hurt. This scene was for me."

I felt used. I suppose in most contexts that sounds like a bad thing. In this case, it wasn't. Rather, I was elated. His words touched the submissive in me that only he is capable of evoking. Since I know that the majority of our play is for my benefit, it feels so special when it can be about him and what he desires.

So, sometimes it isn't always about me, the spanko. Sometimes it's for his pleasure, and I really like that.

New Domain Name

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I have a spiffy new domain name!  A few months ago when it looked like Google would removing all of its adult content blogs I registered a domain just in case I had to migrate to another platform in the future. I was too lazy to figure it out, so my lovebug, YS, got it all set up for me. While my Blogger address will still work, I’m hoping to transition to this new, personalized one because this way if I ever do have to move hosts, it won’t affect the URL. (So, if you have my blog saved, please update your links.)

Yes, this blog is still being neglected. I keep saying that I will get back to a regular posting schedule and it keeps not happening. :\ It’s not that I haven’t done fun kinky things this summer either. I went to BENT with Michelle, Josh, and Michael and had a great time. I also flew to Seattle for a wonderful long weekend with some of my dearest friends. Then I met up with a reader of my blog (+ her husband) and Michael at the SPANK party (which I’ve decided I still don’t like). I'm even trying to organize a private get together for a few spankos before Shadowlane. 

I just haven’t been feeling all that inspired to blog… and yet I don’t want this blog to die a slow death either. There are scenes and fun things dating as far back as January that I would like to share. I keep starting posts and never finishing them. Gah! #@*$!

So, yeah.... new domain name! Yay!

Playing with Joe

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I have a special relationship with Joe (Lectr). There always seems to be a half dozen Joes around, so to distinguish him from the others, I call Joe, “my Joe.” I love having him in my life. He’s such a goodhearted, dependable, and honest guy.

Our relationship isn’t sexual, romantic, or even play-centered. What are we then? We’re solidly good friends who care about each other a great deal and are there for each other’s ups and downs. We’re constantly texting, and sometimes our phone conversations can go on for hours.

Joe and I actually didn’t play for the first time until a couple years after we’d met. It started off as a casual, fun, and chit-chatty activity. He liked to spank, and I liked to be spanked, so we’d just talk and laugh about the most random things while we played. And for a girl such as myself who abhors being bossed around by anybody other than YS, it was refreshingly light-hearted and fun.

Last year in Vegas I was in the mood to try something different and asked Joe for a “medium” scene.  I’d been a little hesitant going in (only because I was trying something new) but in retrospect I really had nothing to worry about. It was a great scene. Simply great. Everything was spot on. Every stoke was extremely well-paced and timed, and he just knew he how to read me. Afterwards, I was on a bouncy, giggly endorphin high for the next hour.

Fast forward to this last 50 Freaks in February — By this party, Joe had become my go-to guy for a fun, physically satisfying scene. We agreed to go a little harder than our usual play, and once again, Joe did not disappoint. He had rented a St. Andrew’s Cross for the weekend (not your usual spanko prop) and it came in handy. He considerately placed a pillow at the intersection, giving me something to comfortably lean over.

I was in heaven for the next 45 minutes. It hurt in all the good ways. It was intense in the way I wanted without being overwhelming, and the variety of implements kept things interesting. I was so relaxed that I couldn’t even turn around and just melted into the pillow. Every once in a while I would burst into a little giggle. Later, YS, who had been watching the entire scene, told me, “It sounded like you were being f*cked.” Sometimes a scene just clicks perfectly, and this was definitely one of those times.

The fact that Joe and I share good play is just a bonus. If I had to choose between our friendship and play, I would take the friendship any day… but still, the play is pretty freaking amazing. He's constantly working to improve on his technique, and you can tell he's very conscientious about his play. He just reads me so well and is always so respectful of my limits, so I don’t have to worry about anything and just enjoy the scene. I can’t wait until he and I can play in Vegas. Only 5 more weeks!

(Not that Joe needs my help finding play partners — the guy is so in-demand at parties I have to pounce on him to get my play — but if you're a female in the Hammond, IN or curious about parties then you should drop him a note on Fetlife: Dr_JoeLectr. He definitely gets the Beth-stamp-of-approval.)

A Bit of Sexy Time

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Rewinding back to the afternoon I met Jillian for the first time. If she's reading this, now she knows what we were doing right before we picked her and David up from the train station. :D #tmi 

A little after noon, YS woke up all by himself horny. Actually, his horniness woke him up, and he began pawing at me with increasing fervor — groping my breasts and reaching between my legs.

One thing led to another, and I gave him head to completion as he lay on his back on the bed. When he had recovered from his orgasm, he sat up with a smile, and I opened my mouth to show him the cum still in my mouth as per our little bedroom ritual.

“Swallow it,” he said.

His smile grew even bigger when I did. Handing me the hitachi plugged into the socket by the bed. He lay with me as I used it all the while rubbing me everywhere and whispering sexy things into my ear. 

When it became too much I rolled off the hitachi, needing a break from the intensity. Instead of letting things end there, he pulled me onto his lap and started spanking me with his hand. My bottom grew warm, and I began to grind my crotch onto his knee and arch up to meet his hand.

It was a long warm up interspersed with his hands wandering all over my body. The same hands gently shifted me onto the sheets before he reached over the edge of the bed to retrieve my favorite leather strap.

He measured out the strokes slowly, giving me just enough time to recover before landing the strap again. Every stroke was a delightful mixture of pain and gratification flooding me with endorphins.

After a while, in the process of glancing up at him, I caught a glimpse of the digital alarm clock on the night stand and was surprised to learn how much time had passed.

I let out a loud, complaining groan. “We should probably stop and get up or we’re gonna be late.”

He turned to check the time and then sighed in agreement, “Yeah…”

He flopped back onto the bed and opened his arms in an invitation to cuddle. Without a second thought, I pounced into his arms in a fit of happy giggles.

Well, hello, 2016

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Yikes. It's been a while. In five years of writing this blog, I posted the least times in 2015. I just wasn't feeling inspired nor all that kinky for the majority of it. I missed my Blogiversary and LOL Day too during my hiatus. I didn't want to write anything while it felt forced, so I told myself to wait until after the new year... and here I am! And, oh boy, am I inspired. :D

I neither want to go into detail about nor ignore this but YS and I no longer together and haven't been for a while. It's really not a big deal. As a good friend once told me, "Some relationships just have an expiration date." YS and I are still friends. In fact, we've been on two groups trips together since things ended, and I'm sure I'll see more of him in the future.

I've had some spectacular experiences in the last week alone that have left a seemingly permanent grin on my face. I'm smiling even now as I write from my new friend, Steve's, bed wearing nothing but his oversized-on-me sweatshirt. (I had originally planned to spend my last day out and about in the city, but when we woke up this morning it was 11 degrees... You know it's cold outside when I won't even get up for food.) He's at work now, and I have no idea if I'll even see him again but he was exactly what I needed right now.

I have to leave for the airport in an hour and a half to travel back to California, so I should have time to work on some posts because I've been up to some rather fun stuff that I am dying to share. Seriously. Fun.

One for the Road

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(crossposted)

Leave it to Dave to make the most out of the 15 minutes before he and my Stacykins had to head to the airport at the end of our New Year weekend.

He positioned me over his lap so that my feet were on top of his and most of my body supported by him and the bench thing he was sitting on. I’m doing a poor job of explaining it. Just know that it made me feel like I was half floating in the air.

Then he just whaled on me with his hand for a while. I don’t remember what he said exactly but it was funny and I started laughing even though he was hurting me.

He finished me off with 6 of his belt. The first stroke was seriously intense. On the second stroke, he announced, “Oh, by the way, these are all gonna get harder.”

I didn’t know how to respond to that so I just made apprehensive moaning/whining noises.

On the fourth, he said, “Ok, now these are going to be really hard,” as if the prior ones hadn’t been.

He was true to his word. Oh holy fudge nuggets were they HARD… and great! :D :D :D

He wanted me to feel it on my ride back to NYC. ♥

(Photo credit: Reina, who is not thinking of me)

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